Memoir

Im Tyler. Forget what you heard. I’m different than that. To be honest, you won’t find out a thing about me if you don’t try hard enough. I’m painfully indecisive. I know what I want and I can always tell you what I don’t want. I’m confusing. Pretty free spirited, pretty up tight. I’m contradictory. I’m generally a mess. However, I do an amazing job at keeping it all together. I’m very intricate, very fragile, and very convincing. I’m understanding and empathetic. With that being said, It’s obvious when people spew bullshit. I can get along with almost anyone, but I’m ridiculously intolerant of the intolerant. I’m open-minded and caring. I’m pretty chill, pretty real. I can be a total sweetheart if you play your cards right. I’m rather affectionate if allowed. I’m silly, I’m trustworthy. I’ve learned not to dull my shine for anyone else. I’m a creature of habit; spontaneity is my forte. I’d rather do everything barefoot. I’m a listener, not much of a speaker unless you hit the right subject, ‘cause let’s be real, I’m not the best at conversation. I’m analytical in the most way possible. Paranoia sometimes eats me alive. I’m never too old to learn new things, to gain further knowledge; all of my memories are carved in my brain. Unfortunately, I generally complain about not be able to forget the past, makes things more difficult. I grow a lot, as a person. I’ve lost interest in many things but that just leaves room for change, and I happen to like change. Evolution would do us all some good, as well as realizing existence isn’t permanent. Although, I deny it I love being young and alive. I’d like to say I have my life planned out, but realistically I don’t. Everyone I have come across has changed my life, even if only in the slightest form. I have a deep appreciation for beauty, in people, in things, in life, in words. I’ve been told I have a heart of gold. I’m a wishful thinker, but I don’t honestly expect to ever get what I wish for. I guess I’m a realistic optimist if there ever were such a thing. Inspire or be inspired.